by Candace Cortez
I moved to Hanford in 2002, which seems like forever ago. My
father is in the military and when we got our orders to move here we were
living near the coast of Virginia Beach. It was beautiful there! But I thought
to myself, California has beaches and Hollywood, so it’s probably gonna be the
same if not better. When I arrived here, I was disappointed by more than a few
things.
Remember the title of this article is I heart Hanford, which is absolutely true! But if I could be totally
honest, especially as a young teenage girl, I was totally annoyed with living
here. It was small, frankly a bit stinky, and way too far from the beach in my
opinion.
As I grew up, and opportunities began to present themselves
for me to leave, escape, run away, get a fresh start somewhere “cooler,” I was
so ready. Yes I had found an incredible group of people to call mine I was
still not in love. Literally weeks before I was to move to Santa Barbara, a
series of events forced me to stay. Key word: forced. During that next season
of my life I felt stuck and therefore began to resent my town more than ever.
During this stuck season, I did some really dumb things. I
made shallow friendships just to have a good time and eventually burned those
bridges when those individuals got too needy. I spent a ton of money on nothing
at all. I stopped trying to push myself to grow, learn, and help others.
Have you ever felt stuck in your situation? Celebrating our
nation’s independence day reminded me of Galatians 5:13 “You, my brothers and sisters, were called to be
free. But do not use your freedom to indulge the flesh; rather, serve one
another humbly in love.” We are free. Freedom is such a powerful thing. About a
year into being “stuck” here, I made a choice to stay, at least until I
finished my first two years of college. Making the decision to stay made me
feel so different than being forced to stay. I began to love my town.
This is
one of the powers of choice. God has given us choice in loving Him or not. We
are not forced, or stuck in situations and therefore coerced into relationship
with Him. When we get to chose to love, even though it’s not easy, or perfect,
or the obvious choice, it can deepen our devotion.
I did
end up leaving Hanford for a short time. But I chose to come back. I don’t
think this area is perfect, and I head to the beach and the mountains as often
as I can. But choosing to live here, grow here, and invest here has changed my
heart. I now see the good more than the bad. I now want to help the things that
need some attention. Apathy is diminished because choice has given me freedom
to love this community.
Take a
moment today and sit in your freedoms. Some of you may be stuck in your
situation. Your job, marriage, home, or finances may feel like areas of force
or confinement. But some of being stuck is more of a mentality than an
actuality. We still have choice in so many ways. Make a choice to love someone
today. To love your neighbor, the person in line in front of you, even if they
are not choosing the same for you.
I am so
thankful to be free. I am free to choose love.
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